Just share this, don't know what i wanna say

Scientist - Coldplay

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And nurse me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

21/10/2013

Jangan kecil hati ya kawan,
Jangan sedih,
Pasti ada jalan yang lebih baik untukmu daripada ini, tetap semangat. Ayo bangkit lagi kayak biasanya! (._.)9

Hanya satu kata

Memang susah untuk mejalin komunikasi dengan orang yang memang benar benar dikehendaki. Saat saling bertemu hanyalah memberikan isyarat yang entah ditangkap dengan baik atau tidak. Padahal maksut hati lebih dari itu. Terkadang hanyalah satu kata, satu kata singkat yang terucap. Satu kata "hai", walaupun singkat tapi itu sangat bermakna untuk memulai sebuah komuikasi. ~~

Siapkan dirimu

Amanah baru akan segera kamu pegang, persiapkanlah dirimu kawan! 
Kamu akan di elukan banyak orang dan pastinya kewajiban yang kamu lakukan semakin bertambah.
Tetap bersyukur dan semangat ya kawan, jangan putus asa ditengah jalan.
Jangan mengeluh menghadapi setiap cobaan yang melanda, tetap tegar.
Tetaplah menjadi kawan yang selama ini aku kenal :)

Foto alay bareng adik :')

isi hati

aku sudah mebicarakan itu padanya. dia memahami itu. mengerti. 

bukan maksudku untuk melarang. aku hanya ingin menjaga amanah yang secara tidak langsung diberikan. 

sekarang apa yang terjadi? dia berpura pura tidak tahu. 

ungkapkanlah saja apa yang sebenarya terjadi.

aku akan berusaha mengerti. 

objek menarik

Aku ingat saat itu. Gara gara sebuah sistem yang memang harus dijalankan, akhirnya aku tahu siapa orang itu. Awal saat harus menjalankan sistem itu, aku bersikap biasa. Tak ada yang mengganjal. Hingga salah satu subjek itu spontan mengungkapkan hal yang menurutku wajar, tapi lama kelamaan hal itu meracuni pikiranku. Seperti virus yang sedang menginfeksi targetnya. Sistem itu sudah berjalan beberapa hari. Aku tak sengaja tertarik untuk mengamati objek yang telah dibicarakan sang subjek. Entah apakah hanya aku yang merasakan ini, tapi aku merasa objek itu membiarkan aku tertarik kepadanya. Ketidaksengajaanku melihat objek itu, ternyata bukan suat hal yang salah. Dari ketidaksengajaan itu aku merasa bahwa objek itu juga melakukan apa yang tidak sengaja kulakukan. Seakan aku mulai ketagihan dengan hal yang sudah kulakukan. Apabila aku dan sang objek tidak melakukannya pasti aku akan berusaha untuk dapat melakukannya.
Hingga banyak hal yang membuatku semakin ingin tahu dengan sang objek. Penglihatanku tak pernah terlepas dari sang objek tersebut, hingga pernah penglihatanku hanya berisi senjata ampuh objek itu. Apa yang kulakukan dengan objek itu adalah suatu hal yang sama.

Justin Timberlake-Mirrors

[Verse 1]Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirrorAnd I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mineIf you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side

 [Pre-Hook]Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soulI can tell you there's no place we couldn't goJust put your hand on the past, I'm here tryin' to pull you throughYou just gotta be strong
[Hook]Cause I don't wanna lose you nowI'm lookin' right at the other half of meThe vacancy that sat in my heartIs a space that now you holdShow me how to fight for nowAnd I'll tell you baby, it was easyComin' back into you once I figured it outYou were right here all alongIt's like you're my mirrorMy mirror staring back at meI couldn't get any biggerWith anyone else beside of meAnd now it's clear as this promiseThat we're making two reflections into oneCause it's like you're my mirrorMy mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
[Verse 2]Aren't you somethin', an original, cause it doesn't seem merely assembledAnd I can't help but stare cause I see truth somewhere in your eyesI can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about youAnd if I could, I would look at us all the time
[Pre-Hook]Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soulI can tell you there's no place we couldn't goJust put your hand on the past, I'm here tryin' to pull you throughYou just gotta be strong
[Hook]Cause I don't wanna lose you nowI'm lookin' right at the other half of meThe vacancy that sat in my heartIs a space that now you holdShow me how to fight for nowAnd I'll tell you baby, it was easyComin' back into you once I figured it outYou were right here all alongIt's like you're my mirrorMy mirror staring back at meI couldn't get any biggerWith anyone else beside of meAnd now it's clear as this promiseThat we're making two reflections into oneCause it's like you're my mirrorMy mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
[Break]Yesterday is historyTomorrow's a mysteryI can see you lookin' back at meKeep your eyes on meBaby, keep your eyes on me
[Hook]Cause I don't wanna lose you nowI'm lookin' right at the other half of meThe vacancy that sat in my heartIs a space that now you holdShow me how to fight for nowAnd I'll tell you baby, it was easyComin' back into you once I figured it outYou were right here all alongIt's like you're my mirrorMy mirror staring back at meI couldn't get any biggerWith anyone else beside of meAnd now it's clear as this promiseThat we're making two reflections into oneCause it's like you're my mirrorMy mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
[Hook 2] x10You are you are the love of my life
[Verse 3]Baby you're the inspiration for this precious songAnd I just wanna see your face light up since you put me onSo now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already goneAnd I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you homeJust to let you know, you are
[Hook 2] x8You are you are the love of my life
[Verse 4]Girl you're my reflection, all I see is youMy reflection, in everything I doYou're my reflection and all I see is youMy reflection, in everything I do
[Hook 2] x16You are you are the love of my life

Makrab with SESAT 15 ;)

04/07/2013

alhamdulillah sekarang lebih baik.
semoga bisa memegang keputusan itu.
fokuslah pada tujuan yang ingin dicapai.

M.Y.M.P - Say You Love Me

Don't you know that I want to be more that just your friend
Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
Baby when we fin'lly get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
Don't treat me like I was ice

Please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
and If you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Don't you know that I want to be more that just your friend
Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
but baby when we fin'lly get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
and don't treat me like I was ice

oh please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
and if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
and don't treat me like I was ice

oh please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
and if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine
and if you'd only say you love me darling
Things would really work out fine

imagination #2

 

SATU TUJUAN PASTI

kuhilangkan warna itu dari koleksi warna hidupku, bukan menghilangkan secara nyata warna itu. warna itu masih tetap ada, hanya makna nya mungkin tak kupahami lagi. bagaimana sebenarnya warna itu? tak paham dimengerti. aku hanya mencoba untuk berpaling kepada warna hidupku yang lain, untuk SATU TUJUAN yang lebih pasti, tak berfikir tentang warna itu. YAKIN, PERCAYA, FOKUS!

Tak perlu takut beda

kadang apa yang 'kalian' pikirkan lama itu tidak selalu menjadi keputusan akhir 'kalian'. apa yang 'kalian' putuskan kadang berbeda dengan harapan 'tua' kalian dulu. itu adalah suatu hal yang dinamis. tak tahu kepastiannya. dan dalam setiap perubahan itu awalnya pasti ada keraguan. keraguan yang wajar adanya. mantapkanlah hatimu, carilah keyakinan itu. tak perlu takut beda, karena itu masa depanmu!

~imagination~